Feelings
somethings are the way they are and words just can't explain
Happy Mid Autumn Festival
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
Yes! Let's Party tonight!

Next : Halloween!!!
Spring break
Sunday, September 26, 2004
Wow, it sounds like I had (and being invited to) endless parties during this holidays!

It is all Moon's fault!!!! Her party, Julie's party (which I didnt't attend), followed by a seafood party, Eileen Cocktail party (which also I didn't attend), then Kerhoong's 21st tonight, and then Tiong Eng's mooncake party on Tuesday night....and I am still sick.

Let's see, what else did I do this holidays? Went to the moral society (德教会) and experienced people writing on sand. It was simply 妙!Two people were to hold the stick and words will be writen on the sand, and the words make sense. I tried, my stick moved but no words came out. I couldn't concerntrate...

You Yun came down from Adalaide, was a surprise because I didn't even know he is currently in Australia. Met up with him the night before he was supposed to leave. After meeting us (the Terengganuians) he decided to ditch his friends and stay for another 2 days. We ended up renting a car and went to the tulip farm and St Kilda, ate good food - spicy quails, peking duck, Gluttony, Shark Fin House Dim Sum. He enjoyed the food much more than the sight seeing...Funny...as if Malaysians' are deprive of food! Or rather, we all live to eat and not eat to live!

More to come next week, and it sounds like it is not going to be a STUDY HOLIDAY just like what I was planning...*sob sob*..Cindy called me up and asked me to help out in her shop.....a part time job, got income, but not enough time to STUDY..dilema dilema.....

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I am suspecting that I am down with hay fever, it all started after the trip to the tulips farm. I am not too sure because I have no history of it, but cross my fingers that it is just flu!
SIGH
Sunday, September 19, 2004
I LOST MY PURSE....need money, need new purse...and cannot drive..no driving liscence...lost my IC..and all my CARDS..PLUS Li Yen's monthly tram ticket!!!!

Would really appreciate if anyone could donate money to the poor me!!!
Quiz
Thursday, September 16, 2004
Crapadise
1. 什么马最老?(猜两个字)
2)什么河没有水?(猜两个字)
3)第十一本书(猜一句成语)
May My Prayers be Answered
Sunday, September 12, 2004
Phew..this is the end of the week...I am sad, but yet relieved.

Sad because time flies...sad because there are still sooo much to do and yet I didn't get a lot done, and to add salt to the wound, more work coming, piling up. I don't know when would I ever finish those difficult calculations.. I was telling Jason, I am counting all mortality rates everyday, and probably by the end of the day, I am soo tired that I die earlier..or maybe one day I should actually count my own...Jason said his motarlity rate would be low, he doesn't smoke, he doesn't drive fast, healthy life..bla bla bla..and I am predicting that mine would be faster, even I am a female (statistically, female has lower mortality rate compared to male). And those endless cleaning up...I never understand why I end up cleaning the house every now and then, why I end up trying to get myself organised every day....I sort of spend some time filing my stuff, cleaning my room, clearing up the living room, laundry, cook, clean the kitchen..all the chores....I really wished I have a kakak here...Despite of all these...I still make mooncake (don't even understand why I did it, even I am soo busy).

But I am glad it is over. I am hoping that tomorrow, when the new week starts, I have a nice and wonderful week ahead...This week, I have been worrying shit...worrying about a depressed friend..worrying that he falls tooo deep into depression...tried to help him, but he sort of refused to be helped... I am also concerned about a friend who is eating less and less. I am worried that he will end up Anorexic, which I don't want it to happen. Having a friend last time who used to be one, is hard enough, crying and going through all that...if there is another friend who end up like that, I don't think I could even pull through all the emotional stress... and I had a mid sem test last week and I don't think I could even score full marks...Spent too much time worrying about other people that I wished I could stop that and start to worry about myself...By the end of the week, I thought everything is over, I start to care about another friend who has lost her self-confidence...who has tried to run away from her worse fear...who has been trying to fool herself by thinking that she will fool the whole world...I hope she is feeling much more motivated after all the scolding and insight of what I thought...Well, and having other friends who are facing some friendships crisis....trying to help them, but there seems that I cannot do much....all I could do is to listen and to give insight of how to cope with it...it is still up to them to work it out! There are more.....but yeah....I guess everyone has their ups and downs

Well...I am sooo exhausted....but anyway, I pray that all my friends....that they could cope with all the challenges, that God give them all the strength they need to continue with their daily lives. I can't expect everyone to be trouble-free, but at least, they would be able to grow from the problems, be stronger, and be able to see the wonderful and beautiful things in life. May God be with them and grow with them.
True Love
Me, I, Myself and Others too!!: 9am Appointment

True love is neither physical, nor romantic. True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be.
Thought of the Day
Saturday, September 11, 2004
Someone gave me this before, and I hope it will help all of you my dear friends, cheer up...don't be sad about relationship, don't be too upset about your mistakes, cheerup even you have problems in your studies, and don't give up hope on friendships....

Thought of the Day

This is beginning of a new day
I can waste it or use it for good
What I do today is important
because when tomorrow comes
this day will be gone forever
I am earning in its place for something
that I have traded for
I want it to be gain, not loss
Good, not evil, success, not failure,
in order that I shall not regret
the price I paid today!

又是新的一天

上苍赐给我
这新的一天
我做什么都可以
我可以浪掷虚度
也可以小心珍重
今天我要捉的是非常重要
因为我把生命中的一天
和它交换
明天的到来,今天永远消逝
填补它的空缺的是
我所完成的事,
我努力耕耘,不要损逝
我选择善良,不要邪恶
我希望成功,不要失败
因为我永远记住
我为这是所付出的是
我生命中的每一天

Datuk Chua Jui Meng's Testimony
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
Would like to share this forwarded mail

God's healing powers and hand of protection

Since hearing former Minister of Health, Datuk Chua Jui Meng, speak over the radio a couple of years back, he has left me with a deep impression about him. The way he carried and conducted himself told me that this man was different from the other ministers. At that time, I did not know why, but I just knew that I liked this ma! On Wednesday night, I had the privilege of listening to Datuk Chua give his testimony during a Jesus Heals Rally held at my church.

Having been missing from the political scene since he was not re-elected into the cabinet due to political reshuffling in the last election, I had hardly heard or read of news about Datuk Chua on television or in the newspaper. Curious about what his testimony will be like, yet, also a bit stereo type, I thought that his testimony would be one of how, in his anger and bitterness after his politcal downfall, he had met God. It was nothing like that. From the moment, he stepped on stage, all I heard from Datuk Chua's mouth was words of praises to God for his life, his family, his career etc. There was no anger or bitterness that I had expected. Instead, he praised the Lord for taking him out of politics so that he could do the Lord's work. I was just amazed at this man.

Beginning his testimony from December last year,! Datuk Chua shared so intensely about the time when an evil spirit had taken over him one afternoon when he was reading his cabinet papers. He shared how he struggled with the demon inside him and was finally delivered from it with much prayer by Pastor Jean Lim and her team. Praise the Lord! He then went on to share about his friend who was involved in a very serious accident and how his friend was miraculously healed. According to Datuk Chua, his friend was so seriously injured that doctors told him, even if his friend was to wake up, he would be brain dead. However, Datuk Chua did not give up hope and continuously prayed for his friend. One day when he was in the hospital praying for his friend again, his friend suddenly half opened his eyes, and muttered his first words - Jesus! From then on, God continued his healing powers on Datuk Chua's friend.

But the most amazing testimony was about the recent kidnap of his son, Damien, which was recently! reported in the newspaper. According Datuk Chua, Damien told him that his kidnappping ordeal was only for a mere 12 minutes from 4.18pm to 4.20pm, and not 30 minutes which was reported in the newspapers. "My son at the Projet petrol station to pump petrol - true. Two man approached Damien with parang (Malay word for a big knife used for chopping plants) also true and the parang was those like they used in kung fu fighting with sharp jagged edge. The kidnappers driving off the car from Projet and heading toward Jalan Duta was also true." Then he said something surprising, "But it was not a policeman who asked the kidnapper to pull over. The newspaper reported that Projet workers had called the police but I later checked with the manager of the Projet station, and he said upon investigation, they had no records of their staff calling the police. So, the Projet station staff w! as not even aware of what was going on and no one actually knew what had happened." Datuk Chua went on to say that Damien had told him when the car was along Jalan Duta, a hand opened the car door and a booming voice demanded that the robbers, "Keluar sekarang!" (Come out immediately) Freaked out and trembling with fear, the kidnapper then drove as fast as he could, checking the rear mirror the whole time, as if someone was pursuing him. That was when he lost control of the car and deliberately crashed it on Damien's side (left side of the car). The car was badly smashed up but Damien miraculously walked out of it without a scratch (besides the slash wound he got from the kidnappers). What an awesome testimony of God's protection and care! But whose hand was it that opened the door? "During the police interrogation, the kidnappers said it was a man all dressed in white," said Datuk Chua. He went on to say that the police also told him there was no police on! duty along or near Jalan Duta at that time. "Damien had told me all the while the kidnappers were in his car, he kept praying in tongues. The kidnappers did not stop him and allowed him to continue praying. He said he prayed, 'Jesus, You are the only One who knows what I'm going through and can help. Please help me.' Indeed only Jesus knows and only He could help Damien," said Datuk Chua as he ended his testimony. After hearing his testimony, I had so much more respect for Datuk Chua than before he went on stage, because, now I know, here is a man who had what everyone wanted - power. Yet, when God took it away, he still testified of God's goodness and continue to praise God.
Mooncake
Made my 1st "bing pi" mooncake today!! ...a very very funny experience I had to say...I made the dough 3 times before succeeded!! Well, I have no one to blame but myself...because I read the recipe wrongly..but anyway, it is not an easy task!!! so, if you gonna make mooncake urself, my advice is, go see someone make it before u try it....to make the lotus paste nice and the texture correct is 2 different thing, and to get the dough correctly is also a challenge...then to even get them into the mould nicely and to turn out to be a MOONCAKE is a hard task! I have experienced all that..haha

feedback from friends - the mooncake was very very nice!!! haha..anyone wants? I dun mind making, but delivery fees will be charged!
Friday, September 03, 2004
Yesterday...
at Lygon Street...
I encountered beautiful and weird stuff...

I saw the most beautiful sunset of my life (up to today)..As I stood at Grattan Street, I could see...at the other end of the road, the sunset that I would never forget! The burning Sun was round, just like an orange ball. The Sun was at the edge of the horizon....you could see it going down. And the most wonderful part is that, in the middle of this, you could see people and cars moving. The picture look still but there are life around you...time doesn't stop. I just wished I had a camera with me..to capture the beautiful picture! But maybe Moon is right, best thing are better kept in memory...

Then as I was walking home, I came across a silly Lady..walking next to me..and she was like cursing me..."don't make me bad day worse..." Sigh, don't know what luck I am in...after the weekend encounter..I was soo paranoid of crazy people...and she scares me off...I stared at her..and lucky thing, some other people distracted her! Phew...but what have I done to attract flies...why can't I attract butterflies??? haha
Thursday, September 02, 2004

sorry I miss redang tooo much!!!! There you go..the monkeys kayaking at 12pm..under the hot sun!